Now, we are about 1234 miles apart
it would be 374 hours if you walk
It could easily have turned different
if both of us had started to talk
What if both made a bit more of an effort?
What if I stood there just outside your house?*
Would U have noticed me through the window?
What if your father didn’t confuse me about your spouse**
What if U invited me to meet the children?
Alternatively, what if I invited you guys over?
What if U didn’t say they are the only ones?***
Obviously, it made me take a marathon runs ****
What if U were still not in my head?
Almost every day, when going to bed
What if u enjoyed the sun like in Maldives?
Would it give u more energy again?
What if it takes 1-2 decades to see U?
I hope it might help your pen
What if waiting long enough bear fruit?
Wishing it works out in the end
* well, didn’t know the address even.
** together again or not?
** or that “I live for them now”.
*** even if I know U used it to empathise their importance, it was too much.
Wish I could do something
To give back your motivation
There is nothing left
of the earlier sensation
Read the post about blockchain awakening
but hey, I almost fell asleep
Where is my favourite ft presenter?
it felt so short & not very deep
Wanna see you in in good mood
instead of having an empty profile*
Hate to see you loose motivation*
maybe you need some provocation?
* without a single picture on social media.
She is the one and only
I’d ever consider
For a everlasting relation
Being the highest bidder
Can not forget
Can not get her away
From devoting my brain
Almost every day
Continue reading “The One and Only”
Recently woke up
from my extended dream
It felt so so real
reverse carpe diem
Had 14 hours sleep
fantasising about u & me
Woke up once, but wanted it lasting longer
took out my lenses, let’s agree
You were back in Sweden
hanging out with my dad
Touring around in Skåne
u seemed sneaky but glad
Could see all you did
but I could not even participate
somehow I was kind of isolate
Took quite a while until we got together
like in real life, waiting for decree nisi
but finally we went to a nice hotel
and at least the story ended well
Ps. Getting my decree nisi any day..
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A lost Swede in London
Is soon seeking a new wife
Making better pancakes
That would save his life
If she don’t fancy cooking
At least company would do
Everything is better
When you join as two
Forgot to get ingredients
Toppings that would match
Taking whatever I got
I can’t see any catch
But if you were around
I’d work on it way more
Add strawberries and cream
Would pick it from the store
PS. Will send divorce proof whenever it might arrive.
It starts to be time
Saying London goodbye
You know the reason
So please don’t ask why
The only reason for ever staying
Was the chance to be with you
Following years of no replies
Starting to feel way overdue
Prefering safety & nice weather
Along with some decent medical teams
It must obviously be within the EU
there are limited regimes
I can almost hear you wish & say
Let’s take a little weekend away
Still wondering, am I just fantasising
or will my distant dreams one day be true?
Would love to book a romantic little trip
If ever going to Venice, I wanna go with you
On Friday – the divorce is approved
Can’t wait to get it all sorted
My ex already got a new ugly fella
she will be keen to matrimonio cancella
She sent me a message on Viber
about something I need to know
Her belly has been growing
Why did it take 6 months to show?
I’m not doing a Ronaldo
Let the lady handle it on her own
But first requiring a DNA test
Instead of accepting the unknown
It’s the last week in London
Before flying off to gambling city Macau
Then leaving the UK for Malta
No sight of U – so getting time to say Ciao
Ps. Negative result, all good!
It’s gone a while, quite a while
Unless you are a true Anglophile
Can’t take any further lack of reply
Soon have to move on, get peace in my life
Still can not avoid to wonder – why?
Do not exclude, u are mentally unstable
Quite confused and need to be lectured
So I’d spank you up, on a wooden table
But for now on, I will put this blog to rest
And wish you, all the best
My latest project resolution
is making a Bently per week
Don’t care about cars or money
it’s great results that I seek
The thrill of completing
a venture of my own
is what makes me happy
despite living alone
After years of hard work
and many thought decisions
Feels like I’m soon there
completing my online missions