What if..?

beach in Comporta
Now, we are about 1234 miles apart
it would be 374 hours if you walk

It could easily have turned different
if both of us had started to talk

What if both made a bit more of an effort?
What if I stood there just outside your house?*

Would U have noticed me through the window?
What if your father didn’t confuse me about your spouse**

What if U invited me to meet the children?
Alternatively, what if I invited you guys over?

What if U didn’t say they are the only ones?***
Obviously, it made me take a marathon runs ****

What if U were still not in my head?
Almost every day, when going to bed

What if u enjoyed the sun like in Maldives?
Would it give u more energy again?

What if it takes 1-2 decades to see U?
I hope it might help your pen

What if waiting long enough bear fruit?
Wishing it works out in the end

* well, didn’t know the address even.
** together again or not?
** or that “I live for them now”.
*** even if I know U used it to empathise their importance, it was too much.

Hate to see U loose motivation

Wish I could do something
To give back your motivation

There is nothing left
of the earlier sensation

Read the post about blockchain awakening
but hey, I almost fell asleep

Where is my favourite ft presenter?
it felt so short & not very deep

Wanna see you in in good mood
instead of having an empty profile*

Hate to see you loose motivation*
maybe you need some provocation?

* without a single picture on social media.

My extended dream – wish it lasted longer

Recently woke up
from my extended dream

It felt so so real
reverse carpe diem

Had 14 hours sleep
fantasising about u & me

Woke up once, but wanted it lasting longer
took out my lenses, let’s agree

You were back in Sweden
hanging out with my dad

Touring around in Skåne
u seemed sneaky but glad

Could see all you did
but I could not even participate
somehow I was kind of isolate
Took quite a while until we got together
like in real life, waiting for decree nisi
but finally we went to a nice hotel
and at least the story ended well

Ps. Getting my decree nisi any day..
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Seeking a new wife

Pancakes
A lost Swede in London
Is soon seeking a new wife

Making better pancakes
That would save his life

If she don’t fancy cooking
At least company would do

Everything is better
When you join as two

Forgot to get ingredients
Toppings that would match

Taking whatever I got
I can’t see any catch

But if you were around
I’d work on it way more

Add strawberries and cream
Would pick it from the store

PS. Will send divorce proof whenever it might arrive.

London Goodbye

Lamp
It starts to be time
Saying London goodbye

You know the reason
So please don’t ask why

The only reason for ever staying
Was the chance to be with you

Following years of no replies
Starting to feel way overdue

Prefering safety & nice weather
Along with some decent medical teams
It must obviously be within the EU

Speaking English,
there are limited regimes

Romantic weekend away

Venice channelI can almost hear you wish & say
Let’s take a little weekend away

Still wondering, am I just fantasising
or will my distant dreams one day be true?

Would love to book a romantic little trip
If ever going to Venice, I wanna go with you

On Friday – the divorce is approved
Can’t wait to get it all sorted

My ex already got a new ugly fella
she will be keen to matrimonio cancella

Unwanted Child

She sent me a message on Viber
about something I need to know

Her belly has been growing
Why did it take 6 months to show?

I’m not doing a Ronaldo
Let the lady handle it on her own

But first requiring a DNA test
Instead of accepting the unknown

It’s the last week in London
Before flying off to gambling city Macau

Then leaving the UK for Malta
No sight of U – so getting time to say Ciao

Ps. Negative result, all good!

Taking a break

It’s gone a while, quite a while
Unless you are a true Anglophile

Can’t take any further lack of reply
Soon have to move on, get peace in my life

Still can not avoid to wonder – why?
Do not exclude, u are mentally unstable

Quite confused and need to be lectured
So I’d spank you up, on a wooden table

But for now on, I will put this blog to rest
And wish you, all the best

A Bently per week

My latest project resolution
is making a Bently per week

Don’t care about cars or money
it’s great results that I seek

The thrill of completing
a venture of my own
is what makes me happy
despite living alone

After years of hard work
and many thought decisions

Feels like I’m soon there
completing my online missions